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Attitude Sale and Self Control

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While I am trying to save up and said I would not spend anything on clothing before I am back to a weight that I am happy with (Not saying I am fat, just not in that shape that I had some time ago and that I want to get back to. Also no body shaming but everyone has that weight / shape they feel best in and for me and my own body it is definitely less than these days.) Whatever, I promised myself that if I happen to get into that shopping mood it would be accessories. I failed. I failed due to attitude UKs winter sale. Be warned, it is still running these days.

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Well, at least 3 of the 5 products were indeed accessories and also 3 of these items were on my wishlists for a while as well…

Even though there are some good online stores in Germany I have attitudes webshop (As well as some US and Australian stores) in my favourites and on a regular basis I regret to be subscribed to their newsletter. Oh you sweet sinful sale and new release mails. Order was placed January, 26nd and paid via Paypal. As always arrived within a week and this time no DHL troubles, perfect!

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Killstar Deep Sleep Coffin Ring – 11.77GBP
I was not sure sizewise because I am used to the sizes in mm but since my fingers vary from 14 to 21 I just picked a random size (Q) which works perfectly fine for my right middle finger (at least today, like for many women my fingers get swollen in hot weather or depending on hormones as well). Made from stainless steel so here is hope that my fingers won’t turn green. Love the little detail, that you can open the coffin.

Heartless Spike Harness – 11.76GBP
Well, you can easily create harnesses yourself so I refuse to pay as much as some of them are. Would do some myself but currently no time for that, still this one was a bargain so had to buy!

Bullet 69 Double Chain Ring Leather Belt – 38.83GBP
Ehm, this was one of those things that I put into my shopping carts a million times, did the same with similar belts before and always was frustrated when they sold out before I actually purchased one. Quite expensive and I probably should have ordered in L or XL because the M I got does fit quite well but I prefer accessory belts to be somewhat oversized.

Folter RIP Leggings – 20.60GBP
The one mistake I did in this order. I do like the way it looks but size L is a bit short on my legs (like 7/8 length) and does not cover my entire booty. I guess I can fix both with some cuts or if not I can always turn them into some kind of stockings. Will wait a while with both of that because maybe it will be better when I am back to my normal weight! (one item more or less on that pile of clothing does not matter)

Kreepsville 666 Nevermore Striped Mini Skirt – 15.30GBP
I think I have all different sizes of Kreepsville mini skirts and they all fit in a way or another, this is a bit loose fitting sie XXL but with a pair of leggings and a garter slip underneath it will be fine and one of those things that could be worn to some all you can eat event. (sorry)

So yes, overall happy. Even though I was not as good with my self control / self set goals at least I managed to do 50/50 and sticked to my used to 5-item mini haul habit. Bad thing was that my wishlist now has a few more things on it that were out of stock so maybe this year will make me order a bit from attitude again… Yes, it seems my self control shopping wise is not the best these days. May I blame the stress level of the past 6 months? Please?

How about your own saving goals, staying strong or are you a sale victim as well? Have a nice evening!


Today’s Outfit & Makeup 16-06

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Tonight was very different, met a friend and we both restarted our Pokémon (X/Y) games, kind of battling who would first make it through the game. We will probably do this twice a month now until the new version (Sun/Moon) will be available later this year! Even though I enjoy those cozy nights I think it would be about time to go out on a clubnight again very soon but then I rarely have weekends off.

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admitting, my neck feels quite empty without spiky stuff and heavy chains, even if it is summer…


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What I’m wearing

Skirt-shopping mood of the past months seems to continue but who could resist buying fluffy, semi seethrough stuff?

Leggings: Blackmilk (Wet Look Black) with ripped tights on top
Boots: Solovair
Corset: Heavy Red (Probably the only half bust corset I own)
Shirt: Heavy Red
Skirt: Bäres

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Probably another decent eyedo, especially the liner, I usually like to go extreme here… Oh and the new Fledermausbrille temple stems in action!

Lips: Stargazer 129
Nails: Stargazer 129 (yes, both number 129)
Eyes: Alverde (First Class Volume Mascara), Illamasqua (Precision Gel Liner in Infinity on waterline, Sleek (Bad Girl Palette), Stargazer (Glitter Pencil in Black)
Etc: Illamasqua (Beyond Powder in OMG)

Anyone around who is as excited for the next Pokémon game, how do you prepare yourself? Have a nice evening!


Today’s Outfit & Makeup 15-10

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Actually I only wanted to put on some comfy clothes and then head out to take some pictures of the beautifull autumn surroundings. I should have known better because this was the first time I had the chance to wear my new Killstar Sorcery Hood Dress which I have fallen in love with the first time I saw but didn’t get around to purchase befor last month! Happy me then lost control of herself and disappeared in her makeup pile (which I should try to organize soon because it really is a pile instead of nice looking and assorted.)

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What I’m wearing

Dress: Killstar (Sorcery Hood Dress)
Corset: Bibian Blue
Leggings: Black Milk Clothing (Galaxy Rainbow)


Wristbands: Queen of Darkness skull wristband, S.O.P.H.I.E
Ripped tights, fishnet gloves, some random rings, chains and bat earrings


Lipstick: Illamasqua Pristine & Touch)
Eyes: Illamasqua (Liquid Metal in Phenomena, Fake Bat Eyelashes, Sleek (Bad Girl I-Divine Palette), Stargazer (Black Eye Kohl Pencil, Black Eye Liner, Black Semi Permanent Tattoo Pen)
Nails: Black (Kiko 275), Nude (China Glaze Kalahari Kiss) and to fix the pentagram on the accent nail a laver of Essence’s Glow in the dark topcoat (Because glow in the dark is nearly as perfect as glitter.)

Anyone else around who has a problem impulse buying things? Have a nice evening!

Today’s Outfit & Makeup 15-03 (II)

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This actually is an Outfit from last weekend but still I wanted to share it with you… By the way, these are the first pictures of me with my new hair color, thought i would add a bit of color for springtime – used Manic Panic’s Psychedelic Sunset and it is indeed as bright as on the pictures, looks like I colored my hair with a highlighter-pen! Makeup is my ‘everyday-on-the-town’ Makeup with glitter-red to black ‘ombre’ lips, winged eyeliner and this time red-brownish instead of black eyeshadow for the lids.

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What I’m wearing

Top: Simple H&M tanktop
Jacket: Jawbreaker
Pants: Bäres (by black-impressions.de)

Accessoires (sorry, nearly the same stuff as last Outfit – guess I simply threw my favorites into my bag when leaving the house and visit my family (~250kms away so no way of ‘simply’ going back for a minute)
Glasses: Fledermausbrille.de
Earrings: Killstar
Belt: black-impressions.de
And again some stuff that has been around for ages or on which i’m not sure anymore where I got them from)

So I was kind of ‘stuck’ to my families flat since my car had to stay at the garage and I was not able to drive my moms car (sat in there, everything looked like in a science fiction movie so I left again, this was far too much buttons, lights, switches and whatever for a girl who is used to nearly no-electric-cars). Stil managed to go out a bit and meet some old friends and get stuffed with food and food and even more food (probably won’t have to eat anything for weeks). Somehow I didnt manage to go to the cemetary for some pictures but it won’t be long until I will come back for another visit so there’s a next chance!

Hope you had a nice weekend! Did anything exciting? Have a nice evening!

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